Posting cause im getting yelled at!

i think im not dating krisi cause shes moving......i know what dawn and brook are thinking YES! But then if u said that to me i would be like you are the worst sisters ever!!!! But anyways pony and brook went one a date the other day, and brook didnt spare any deatils! Ick they kissed?!?!?! I thought there was no kissing on first dates!!!!! EWWWWWW im so gald i wasnt there spying!! i guess im gonna have to live with it........... think about it i could be related to my best friend..... that party last night was awesome!!!!! Haha good times! I think i got drunk on pepsi!

Don't blame yourselfs!

You guys are blaming yourselfs for my mistake! Just let me suffer alone ok? Hear this: ITS MY FAULT!!! Anyways I'm still hiding, idk what to do. I still haven't found the broken pecies of my hear yet, but I know i will, evatually..........

I'm gonna go crawl under a rock now.

I made such a fool out of myself. I told kit I like her, but she doesn't like me back:(. It was a big mistake to share my feelings........ I want it to seem like it didn't happen but I still have feelings for her. This is why I should never date, I get chrushed to easily....... Well I think I'm gonna hide from kit now, maybe forever. -Johnny Cade

The fish are back!

Haha this is a weird post........but pony kept complaining so the fish are back! Oh yeah and I had fun on the road trip! I was kinda worried about dawn staying home alone.........but she's a tuff girl! Poor pony! I'm sorry I didn't wait for you! Well anyways me and pony played patty cake and pop goes the wreak the whole way there! I hate you pony! Ha kinda! I always thought I would be the one in a coma and Carson looking at me.......but it's the other way around. I think if you think about something happening it will, so I think carson will get better. I kinda miss Carson putting me into a head lock and tickling me..... That's all for now. Byebye. -Johnnycake

Idk what I'm gonna call this post!

Heyo! Just wanted to say that me and pony are best friends again! After that party where pony almost killed himself, some soc stabbed him on the side. So I had to take him to the hospital, don't worry he's fine now. But anyways Brooke has this new pet name, Brookie Cookie! Ha it makes me laugh! Oh and Blair my middle name is Jimmy! Now do you forgive me Blair? Cause I don't want to kiss pony! Am I invited to Andrews party jamie? I don't think you should worry about me behaving! Dawn, dawn, dawn, what am I supposed to do with you? You shoudnt act like me so much, I get into trouble a lot. Is pony still dating Kristi? Idk I'm so out of all the gossip! Bye bye love for now!

What's happening?

What is wrong with me? I'm feel horrible! I can't eat sleep or talk! I just keep thinking about that moment were I hit my sister.......when she scremed. I saw that sence before......when my dad hit Brooke. Why did I do that? All I know is that I'm a horrible person....... I watched Brooke sleep the night before, making sure she was still brething, just cause I don't know what I would do without her. I've been doing that since she was little. The other day pony came over high on who knows what drug, and started saying stupid stuff like " I'm gonna hurt your sister if you don't be my best friend again" and for some reason he thought he was missing a thumb. I wouldn't let him hurt her, not in a million years, so I thought if Brooke never sees pony he can never hurt her. Pony scares me sometimes. I'm really sorry Brooke and i swear I will never do that again.......... If it makes it up to you, I could buy you a car. Not a new one but I could work on it..... Anyways I'm gonna maybe go somewhere where I can cool off....

Pony, my EX best friend!

Pony has gone too far this time! Hes so imature, and stupid! Getting drunk so much that he has to go to the hospital, is crossing the line! I was always the bad one who they thought would be a messed up alocholic! Pony was always the good one who they thought would get a job and go off to collage! Its the other way around now! I have a job and i want to go to collage! Im not gonna waste my life with some best friend whos too drunk to even talk to me. I dont know what kristi seees in him! im staying away from pony, i even got myself a new friend! Its james and he doesnt get drunk or act stupid like pony! Yesterday he went with me to see kimmy in the hospital, which pony wouldnt do! Then we threw eggs at socs cars, and even had a drag race! Pony was only slowing me down. And plus drunk people do stupid things like i dont know.......hit peoples girlfriend named kimmy on the head with a bear bottle and make her go into a coma! pony face it my new best freind is james!

Moving out..... FINALLY!!!!

The other day me and Brooke were packing stuff up to move to our new apartment! When we went in to get our stuff, our parents yelled at us, i just kept my head down. They were telling me i couldn't take care of Brooke and stuff like that. When did they ever care for Brooke? When she feel of her first bike, who was there to patch up her knee? Me. When she got bullied at school who beat the crap out of the bully? Me. When she broke up with her first boyfriend, who was there to say he wasn't good enough for you anyways? Me. I have been taking care of Brooke my whole life! Then you know what happened? My dad hit Brooke! That's when i put my head up and almost tackled him to the ground and beat I'm up! I'm glad Darry was there, he held me back. The other day though, i went back to the house to get one last thing, Revenge. My father is strong but hes getting old so i held him against the wall and beat him up until he said, you know johnny your my only son and you can move back in but Brooke can stay out on the streets! That's when i knocked him out silly and ran. I came there to get something and i got it. Oh yeah and one more thing Kimmy didn't die! A DRUNK PERSON came and hit her on the head with a bear bottle when she refused to kiss him, though. I went to the bathroom and by the time i came out, she was knocked unconscious. Shes in the hospital, i vist her once in a while. but shes in a coma so i feel like she cant hear me.
Johnny cade

New Years, and an Explanation.

Happy New years everyone! Well it isn't so happy right now.........but i know things will get better. I was so happy to see pony at that party! A girlfriend cant fill in for a best friend. Speaking of my girl Kimmy, we sorta kinda......broke up! We are still friends though..... I have a confession to make, i didn't leave cause i was mad or anything. Well maybe i was a little mad but anyways. i left because i got a really good paying job, as a construction worker. I'm working on this house, I'm kinda like an apprentice. Well when the house is done I'm coming back, with cash! I'm gonna help the gang with that money. First thing I'm gonna do is get an apartment for me and Brooke and whoever else wants to live there. I figured that we cant stay at home or keep staying over at the Curtis house forever. Then I'm gonna take care of everything else that the gang needs. Lets just say your wish is my command! Didn't i promise everything was gonna get better? oh and yesterday i visited brook and i found her crying, i asked what was wrong and she said johnny is that you? And i said the one and only, and she gave me a big bear hug. She said she thought she was dreaming. i told her about everything and we cried together. i told her not to tell anyone. i can always trust my sister:).

johnny cade